Saturday, June 25, 2011

Thoughts #2

I recently came upon a manga comic I used to read when I was a kid called, "Magical Taruruto" by Tatsuya Egawa, a true genius in the Manga world. Its pretty amazing what he got away making comics suited for 7 to 12 year olds. The story is about a boy who meets a cute demon creature that can use magic that lasts for 10 min. A lot of the characters' names are puns using Japanese Kanji Characters to fit their personality. In the climax of the whole series the main character,Honmaru Edojo, is fighting his big time rival, Harako Tsutomu (a similar rivalry like Vegeta and Goku in Dragon Ball) in a martial arts tournament to determine who is the strongest in their elementary school, lol.

What was interesting to note was that this character Harako Tsutomu's is a son of Nuclear Power Plant owner, he is rich, cocky and extremely gaudy. His kanji characters for his name goes 原子 力、when put together and read in a different way, it reads, Genshiryoku, nuclear power.

During the tournament Honmaru gives in to his devil inside/shadow to obtain a stronger power and Harako uses electricity/(nuclear energy) on his side to fight. It seems like they are two negatives in conflict. Harako has special fighting moves such as, "Hyper Nuclear Power Plant Punch". Honmaru calls him a villain and gives him a beating. However there is a twist, where Harako, when he thought that he was the one generating this energy, he realizes that it was the energy around him or the aether that he was honing. In the comic this energy are entities called Pachi Pachi kun, they ask Harako to join them in this dance and become one with the energy around him. Once this is realized, Harako, who was fighting, motivated by envy and jealousy then transforms that motivation into love and defeats Honmaru.

I was researching about meditation, mostly about the mantra om mani padme hum, the six syllables for purifying negative energy and thoughts. That led me to Nilakantha Dharni, the 12 scrolls of the blue necked Lord of the world, Shiva. I wondered why he was called the blue necked Lord, then I found this video.

There are compounds like zeolite and fungi that can absorb this radioactive stuff. Chernobyl, Three Mile Island, Fukushima, they all used zeolite. Zeolite, just like Shiva.

Hindu deities have their own planets in the universe, In the Upanishads it says that when you pass you end up in the planet of that particular deity you worshiped in this realm.

There are some of us that believe in aliens, and right now in that research there are 11 types known. Out of the 11, 2 are benevolent. The Andromedans and Pleidians. These 2 types are trying to push human beings to be better, influencing us subconsciously because they can't be seen by the naked eye, because they exist on a higher vibrational astral realm.

Through meditation, one might get inspired or hear words of wisdom. Maybe its them?

We hear about crop circles, or messages.

Their is one crop circle that showed up in Portland Oregon in August 1990, as the Hindu symbol Sri Yantra.

This symbol is composed with numerous triangles, the main triangles, 4 ascending (Shiva/male) and 5 descending(Shakti/female), depicting Shiva and Shakti's unification, Anima and Animus, the creation of the Universe.

I think we can get in touch with this vibration. I am starting to intuitively believe binaural beats can. Binaural beats are when 2 tones that are slightly off from each other creates a new tone. When a frequency of 500hz and 490hz from two different sources collide a new fluxuating rhythmic tone emerges. The tone is the difference of the two, 10hz, which by itself is very hard to hear but with the two juxtaposing tones, it makes it easier. Just like the difference of the 4 and the 5 with Shiva and Shakti. When Buddhist monks hit their singing bowl you get a very similar sound. This simple sound is attempting to open a gate in your consciousness. With binaural beats the tone can sustain for a long time through loops making that gate open for a longer time, with a singing bowl the sound can diminish after a few moments,(I think thats why monks have to focus their consciousness for that moment of triggered sound). I want to get into this more, I'm starting to experiment with these tones now.

I want to leave now with this video from a scene from "the Abyss" that was deleted from the original theatrical release.

Wednesday, June 15, 2011


I happen to go on the wikipedia front page and the front page article was on Thich Quang Duc, the vietnamese monk who, in protest set himself on fire for the greater good. He passes, and he was cremated, but leaving his heart intact.

His heart becomes an important religious relic for the community.

I wondered what would be the opposite of self-immolation and the first thing that came to mind was self-birth. Whenever I have a phrase, question or a word that pops into my mind I google it and do an image search.

Frida Kahlo's "My Birth" came up and from the thumbnail image, the head of the newborn looked just like the heart of Thich Quang Duc.

I flipped Kahlo's painting to just show the similarity.

As a kid, whenever I had a calculator on hand I would always type in 25252525...
I really liked how it looked because, they were kind of reflections of each other and a neat pattern. I look at it now and there is a dance between the even number and the odd number. Their is a dance between the receptive/active and female/male.

As a kid i would look at the numbers of 252525...and see a mushroom cloud, if you just focus on the 5 first and then 2. When you focus on 2 first then 5 it is a vessel, a vase.

This reminded me of the tarot card Temperance, which is a card of healing, protection, purification.

This card tells you to chill, to heal. Temperance is 14, right after 13, the unnamed arcanum or death.

Since the earthquake and radiation leakage in Japan, I've been getting more interested into the darker things, the poisons and toxins of the universe.

The fox in the little prince says that everything essential is invisible,and I always read into that as love and spirit.

But these invisible things, they also include the poisons. Last night when I was looking at the leaves of the tree gently swaying on the branches with the gentle wind, surrounding that kind movement, is the other.

The radioactive material isn't consciously trying to harm us, it just exists. There are probably life forms in the universe that inhale that stuff and thrives on it.

Sometimes I wonder when humans took over radio waves, WIFI, 3G, 4G, etc what entity did we did we hurt or even destroy?

When we breathe, oxygen dies in us, and is reborn as carbon dioxide.

reborn, reborn, i hope

Thursday, June 9, 2011

story #2

As he walked through his normal routine he gazes up in to the sky and takes a breath in. As time slows down we enter his body, into his brain, getting closer and closer, in to the universe inside. In to the neuron we get closer and closer, the smaller things getting bigger and bigger. Their is a darkness for a while until we see a cluster of light, the universe within. Within it are galaxies stars and planets just like what we perceive what is outside our planet. One civilization within this universe, in a star system of this mind, is trying to make an expedition outside of their universe, the walking man's mind.

This civilization has developed technologically very quickly and catered to scientific curiosities without any compromise, to search for the truth.

A man responsible for this expedition gears up to leave on his craft. With a device that manipulates the speed of time and size of matter. He gears up his map of wormholes to navigate his way out of this universe.

He sets his coordinates and gears up to go through the first set of wormholes. He must navigate through different universes to find the edge of this space. This type of traveling has already been done in their history, the only thing left is to see what is beyond this multiverse.

The craft gears up and in incredible speed the world around him streams in incredible colors everywhere.

Then darkness.

Their is no feeling of movement. everything seems to feel like it has stopped, however the display on the craft is saying that they are moving way beyond light speed.

Total darkness comes to an abrupt end with a gleam of light in the distance going in and out.

As the light gets closer the man flies out of the walking man's eyeball like a droplet falling in to a glass of water but inverted.

Everything is bright and the feeling of gravity is reacquainted to the man of the inner universe.

He turns on his mass manipulator and he starts growing in size.

He confronts his host, telling him his situation that he must of come out of him through the universe that he holds inside.

He points to the sky and tells his host, this is another universe, lets try and see what's beyond it. The host and the inner universe man get in his space craft and lift off.

Again going through the millions of colors and darkness they fly out of another eyeball.

The two stood in front of its bewildered host wondering how many times must they go out to meet their god.


We have proven that parallel universes exists, now we are attempting to bring our universe and one of our parallels to become perpendicular.

Me and my colleague through our research are ready for whatever may come our way. We realize that our reality and our parallel (soon to be perpendicular) may differ in the ratio of mass. We have come up with a device to be able to see the most microscopic of masses and to contract any gigantic mass into a visible form.

Its time for the experiment to begin, Scott and his colleague walk through a white hallway and into their lab.

Remember Mark, there maybe a chance that when we go perpendicular our realities between the parallel and here can easily switch, making us the observed and vice versa. Are you ready?

The match the x-y-z-0 coordinates to match their exact location and the parallel location on their computer.

The switch is on, and the generators are humming louder and louder.

The shift occurred quickly. In one moment the two of them sees themselves, in a repetitive mandala with the pattern of their given state in infinite numbers. As the loop came and swept them in as this is felt, an internal feedback was felt.

Through this chaos and deliriousness they rush to look through their micro-nano-pico-scope, as their eyes meet the scope they see a tiny city and as they get closer a building reminiscent of their own.

With their nano-tweezers they try to pry open the roof of the building.

And at that moment a huge explosion occurs above them. Their ceiling comes crashing down and a long metal rod comes sliding through. The sky is bare and the long metal rod seems to go up endlessly.